You're being pretty dramatic and exageratting about the video, Tsu, don't you think? I think you shouldn't mope over this too much. It'll upset Floppy as well; he wouldn't want this. I suggest you try to make the best out of this situation..
And I think you could start by hanging out with your friends.. It's okay to cry for a while, because it shows that you care for Floppy.
But you shouldn't make it continious.
Sorry if I suck with helping.. but this is my best advice. I'm really sorry about Floppy.